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"We're eternal warriors, man. That means we never going down."
Roll-on
"There once a time with which no other could abide." These were the words that escaped me over a year ago. Being the optimist I was, I looked back and saw all I lost. What the f*** was wrong with me? Look at us now. I don't know what that b**** hoped to accomplish by my expulsion, but if it was to break us apart, she failed miserably. I don't get to see you all that often, and ya, that f***ing hurt. It hurt bad. But what she never expected is how I'm pulling through now. She doesn't know me. But you all do. Two years now, and we're still here. One way or another, we're all still here. That's the way it's going to stay because we've been through this much, and we're ready to take on so much more. As long as we are there, there's NOTHING in this world we can't do. "As long as we're together, nobody will beat us. And fuck ANYone who thinks they'll defeat us." Someone once tried to tell me to let go of the past. That's the one thing I cling to as though it were my life force. "There's no way to express how I feel. You never kept a secret, always stayed real." Thank you. You all have my love as long as my heart is still beating. I'm sorry for the times you've suffered my darkness, as I was pulling through the f*** of a time and believed (hoped?) my heart was turning to ice so I could become callous to the pains of this world. But it wasn't. It was learning to cope, and to move on. You all helped me more than you know. If you ever need me, I will try to be there. I'll even stop in mid-training for you (lol). So just remember: "Everything will be alright if you hold on. It's a struggle every day, just gotta roll on."
My Time I love spending time with my friends and my loved ones very, very much. It always helps take away the pain of everyday drama and I cherish it so very much because without my friends, I might be lost for a lil while, and they might be the same without me. But I love all my friends and especially my loved ones.
What it's all about
Ok.... um.... what to say? I met Kyle in 8th grade doin' a project and he brought me into the group. We all jus kinda clicked for the most part, even though there were a few problems here and there...most things worked out. Our group has made a big difference in my life...life ain't shit without good friends and that's what I consider everyone from the group. I know everyone's got my back and I have theirs...this was proven a couple times...(the fights.)...Kyle knew that he was gunna get kicked out of school and would lose everything he knew if he helped me. But u know what? He still jumped in and helped me when I got jumped. I could never repay him for this other than to let him know (and everyone else) that I have his (their) back...OK...I can repay him back.... I already did.... I didn't get pissed when he went out with Cody...(I'm not goin' any further into this) but it's not about owing anyone anything.... you should help out without expecting that they'll owe you. There aren't very many groups as close as us. Look, granted most of the group is at Alta Loma...Kyle's at Rancho and Steve and I are at Etiwanda...we all still close. Well...I could jus keep goin' but this ain't supposed to be long so I'll just end this with we've always been good friends and always will be.
Through the laughter, through the tears
Friendship to me is something that I can hold on to for life, and people with whom I have good and bad memories with. A friend is someone I can always run to when the world seems empty, someone to talk to, someone who will just listen to me, and someone I can confide in. Someone who will tell me when I am doing something wrong, and who will be there for me. Someone I can laugh with, cry with, share my dreams with, share my sadness with, and my happy thoughts with. Someone I can do silly things in front of, and will not care just have a good time with. Friendship or friends are like starts: many times we dont see them but know they are there.
Pullin it through
I have never had too many friends that i could trust my life onto but these friends that i know now are true to me and that i can trust with most anything. Throughout the years we have gotten closer and closer that truly makes us good friends. We are always there for eachother and you all know that i got your back even if i have to go miles out of my way to go and help u out. I would like to Thank you all for what you have done to help out and that u are in my heart ALWAYS. I know that I can always count on all of you and that you can come talk to me or that i can do to you. I thank you all for what you have done, without you guys I would be a lost soul. As some of you know I have a depression problem (something that I am not proud of) but if it wasnt for you guys i dont know how i would last. FRIENDSHIP is what is helping me get through to all of this and I thank all of you for it. In time we will all grow closer together and I hope it will stay that way. I well never forget you all and hope that you will never forget me. To me life is not worth living if you dont have and friends and I thank GOD for it every day that I have great friends. To me our friendship will always be strong and will never break no matter what. FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!!!
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