The dance

We will dance forever into the night.

I wont give you up without giving a fight.

From left to right our feet will slide,

Flowing with the rhythm whom no other can abide.

And we will keep moving in a silent embrace,

With the smell of perfume, and the look on your face.

And in the end, we will kiss.

It is a simple pleasure I dare not miss.

When the song is over, the dance will go on,

In this game of love we are only a pawn.

When the dance is over, so is my life,

Stopped with the smoothness of the blade from a knife.

And then the dance will start all over again,

Another joyous eternity, while our soul glides to heaven.

Go out with me

Just because I dont know you that well,

Does not mean my heart cannot swell.

I'm hoping to be with you to the end of time,

All I want is for you to be mine.

I hope you know this is just the start,

In the end I hope you dont break my heart.

Whenever I see you my head starts spinning,

I wonder if I ever have a chance at winning.

And soon youd know by the deep blue sea,

I will ask you to go out with me.

But there isnt a sea anywhere nearby,

So I must try to withhold my sigh.

Im asking you now to go out with me,

And change what I thought could never be.

Loving you

You started out as a simple friend,

I thought we would be together until the end.

My life has burned in the hate of this world,

Flying through the fire when I was hurled.

Something odd has struck me hard,

Something inside that has been left uncharred.

It has not been touched by this worlds hate,

Could it be my infinitive notion of fate?

I cant describe these feelings inside,

You bring them upon me like no other could abide.

It comes when I see you every day,

Wishing I could come up with some words to say.

It comes when I think of you with each passing second,

It makes me believe I should have beckoned.

In this world, out on the streets,

Love and hate always meets.

With all of the hate, I never knew love,

I only know how to push and shove.

So this feeling inside is completely new,

I know the dangers of leaving me blue.

I wouldnt hurt you if my life were threatened,

I wouldnt betray if I were suddenly weakened.

I wont leave you for anything,

If I do, there is nothing worth saying.

I am still trapped within this world of sin,

And if your image is false, and you are but poison,

If your touch would bring me to heaven as a pinnate,

Then I would rather die with you in my arms for just one minute,

Than living the rest of my life knowing I never could.

Knowing I missed my only chance at what could be would.

It amazes me at the force you have impacted upon me,

It is stronger than the raging sea.

Almost nobody (my family only) has ever brought tears to my eyes,

I never dreaded the day someone dies.

I never got that knot in my stomach whenever I speak,

I never thought your angered words could be so bleak.

With this feeling, I will try to cope,

Even if your heart is not set, I wont give up hope.

I wish so badly you felt the same way,

Ill long forever for that day.

But if that day never becomes real,

I just wanted you to know exactly how I feel.

For you

From the first day I laid my eyes on you,

I knew it was a dream come true.

From the first words you ever spoke to me,

I knew someday together wed be.

Now, as much as fate would decide,

Here we are together- side by side.

Ill be there for you whenever you need,

You know the number, just give me a ring.

People say its just a crush,

So I just put on a smile and blush.

Because hopefully you and I both agree,

For sure, this was meant to be.

I thank my lucky stars each night,

For bringing you to me so everythings right.

As each day passes you get sweeter and sweeter,

And my love for you grows deeper and deeper.

For the first time in my life, all thanks to you,

I know what happiness is: loving you.

Only friends

Every time I get the chance,

I take another second glance.

It makes me wonder what could have been,

Is it worth the risk to try again?

Each time love goes out the door,

Another heart is dropped to the floor.

I want to say the words I feel.

In my heart, I know that love is real.

Friendship born from all our tears,

Will last a lifetime throughout our years.

Do we dare say, not to this love we found?

All these feelings going round and round?

You had to know just how I feel,

I know love when love is real.

My heart is safe with yours inside,

So let your heart be your guide.

We can never travel to the past,

Life moves on so very fast.

I wanted to tell you what Ive never said before,

I cant love you less, couldnt love you more!

Confused and wishing

I dreamed a dream I have dreamt before,

This is one of so many more.

This is just another dream of you,

But Im still caught wondering if it is one to pursue.

You have me caught on something within,

Something that makes me not want to live in sin.

What is it about you that makes me hold on?

What makes me want to be by your side at dawn?

Nobody has ever made me feel this way,

And I will be like this until my dying day.

I dont know why I cant seem to let go,

After all this time, I feel like Ive come to know:

With you, I can never be,

So why cant I open my eyes and see?

I want to hold you though you can never be held,

I want to feel you though you can never be felt.

I want to know you though you can never be known,

I want to show you though you can never be shown.

I want to kiss you though you can never be kissed,

I want back that opportunity I know Ive missed.

Im so confused and do not know why,

It makes me want to just sit and cry.

Why cant I just tell you the whole way I feel?

How can I tell you what I feel is real?

You seem so perfect in every way,

I know for these feelings, I will soon have to pay.

Because I know nothing comes without a price,

I guess its all within the luck of the dice.

Theres so many close to me who (in love) do not believe,

So loving you brings a price you cannot conceive.

But still, Im willing to give it all away,

Im willing to get lost and forever run astray.

 What is it about you that makes you so special to me?

Tell me what makes me try, though I know it can never be?

All I know, is theres something about you that touches my heart,

And from you, I never want to be apart.

Friend in a new world

I walk through a world so unknown to me,

The ignorance inside covers my solemn plea.

Im begging for someone to answer the silence,

Yet it still comes, negative to my compliance.

I cant find a face I already know,

And this has only come to show:

I cant call for my friends because nobodys around,

And the silence drives me deeply into the ground.

Where are those that should be here when the nightmare ends?

Where are those that are called my friends?

I look through the dark and see a light,

Its a ray of sunshine that cuts through the night.

I walk through the door to see the heavens above,

I catch a glimpse of what I not knew: love.

I peer throughout my fading soul,

Looking for an answer to fill this hole.

Is it so that I am already dead?

Or have I lost that screw inside my head?

I would swear on my family, an angel sat before me,

And I cover the darkness to clearly see:

I had not lost my dearly loved life,

I did not pass from this world of strife.

I simply found a friend in this hateful world,

And stopped the sand of time that swirled.

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I stare across the blank sands of time,

and all I want is for you to be mine.

The feelings running through my head are so spinning,

the threads of hope are continually thinning.

I shed my tears of loneliness,

your thoughts over others always will transgress.

I smile again and close my eyes,

and I pray to god you arent just feeding me lies.

I keep them shut and see your face,

the radiant beauty that has your body encased.

The wind whispers again the sound of your voice,

and I am left with no other choice.

I dream again that I feel your touch,

and then I know I miss you that much.

Onto you, I will always try to hold,

even through the secrets that still havent been told.

Your dreams, I can only begin to fulfill,

and to love you is against, yet so with, my will.

I will only whisper the words I wish to say,

and await patiently for that day.

That day when I could say I love you,

and know deep inside that you love me, too.

Taking chances

What would you do if you realized you missed your perfect chance?

What would you give for on more chance?

I realize now, I dont want to realize too late,

I want you to know I dont want you to wait.

Staring at you, while we lie quietly in the sand,

Wishing so badly I could reach out to hold your hand.

My heart skips a beat when you brush by my side.

That look on your face that makes me want to swallow my pride.

I try to push these feelings behind,

But on my soul, they begin to grind.

When I try to pretend these feelings arent real,

You cant imagine even half of the pain I feel.

Why do I wish to be held so tight?

Why did I want to kiss you the other night?

How can I ignore this when it feels so strong,

And taunts my soul all night long?

I ask myself if it is worth all that you mean to me,

I ask myself if there is anything we can be.

Is it worth so much if I am so wrong?

Or do I have to wait for so very long?

I cant imagine if it was over before it began,

I think I would die if the shit hit the fan.

I sit back in my chair in distant memory,

yet images of you is all I can see.

I let out a deep, inward sigh,

thinking it would be easier if would just die.

Soon, I know, I will take the chance of my life,

what future do we hold, will you one day be my wife?

I want so badly just one kiss,

and its the only chance I pray Ill never miss.

What I need to see

I open my eyes to clearly see,

that some day you and I can be.

Right now, with time that is still so young,

the emblem of the night is still beautifully sung.

Though we have many years ahead,

I dont want to wait until one of us is dead.

We are guarded by angels from the skies above,

but with you, I think I am falling in love.

I open my eyes to clearly see,

that one day, together, we will be.

Right now, all we have is wishes and dreams,

in a world where nothing is what it seems.

But I know that you are all too real,

and I can only try to explain the way I feel.

Often times pushes will come to a shove,

but with you, I think I am falling in love.

I open my eyes to clearly see,

everything that you have done for me.

You take away everything I have to fear,

you make me want to hold you so dear.

You make me feel what I cant explain,

and you still manage to take away all the pain.

You are an angel, sent from above,

but with you, I think I am falling in love.

I open my eyes to clearly see,

I could never give enough for what is needed to be.

The night wears on as a symbol of death,

and we draw in closer every fading breath.

As this final day comes, I just want to be with you,

and I only pray you feel this way, too.

I will never touch you in a way as to shove,

but with you, I think I am falling in love.

My heart with you

My heart beats faster

I again can see your face,

its yet another feeling Im willing to trace.

My heart beats faster

as I hear your voice.

To love you or hate you, its no real choice.

My heart beats faster

and we draw so near.

Embellishing our defense against the fear.

My heart beats even faster

as you press against my chest,

and our love will survive any given test.

My heart stops beating

as your lips brush against mine.

I know I just want to stay here until the end of time.